Have You Ever Had A Dream About Someone You Love But-?

THEY DON'T LOVE YOU BACK? I love this guy. His name is Adrian. he is a terrible person, and hes a cholo (mexican gangster) i met him this year for the 7th grade he was in 8th grade but we had an elective class together. He is such a jerk to me and since i am way taller than him i always feel awkward yet i was always googly-eyes over him. If was really mean to me or something, i would say i hate him.. but yet still love him. (he is really HOT!) And i had a dream that me and him were madly in love. That we were never seperated and the love felt so intence and real... it didn't feel like a dream... but I knew it wasn't a reality. At that point I was lucid, but I still let my inner feelings sparkle. And when I woke up, i cried. I was so so sad the whole day because if only if were real. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM ABOUT SOMEONE YOU LOVE? BUT YOU KNOW THEY DON'T LOVE YOU BACK?